Is it unmistake?

I'm scared of being waiting.
I'm too tired of wishing, why i can't stop wishing?
Though i know, those things is impossible to be come true.

Asking to myself, what's going on?
why i still stuck on him?
Why i haven't meet someone better?

It felt so worst!!
He had hurt you for a million times.
How often you cried in the middle of the night caused him?
How much tears that you've been wasted for him?

Does he know? NO!
Does he care? NO!
Does he feel it too? NO!

You got nothing des!
You'd fought for the wrong person.
Nothing, just a bleeding love.
Nothing, but a mistake.

You did much mistakes!
You waiting for him, it's a mistake.
You keep holding on his promises, it's a mistake.
You still loving him, it's a really big mistake!
You want to forgive him? Think twice before you regret it!